13.4.03 |
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oh man, i am struggling. EVERYTHING is a temptation! suddenly every boy is incredibly attractive. (ok, maybe not every one, but definitely all of my favorites - and my one in particular ... but i won't go into that now) i am lusting after pop music, every movie is irresistable, i can't seem to get enough to eat, i want to yell at people to get their own damn coffee, etc.! grr! what is wrong with me?! this is supposed to be the best week. the week where the end of my lenten sacrifices is in sight, where i begin to get sad and miss the times i've just recently had. but all i want to do is watch movie after movie and drink and have a ciggy or two. sigh. and to top it all off, i feel like i'm all alone in this. the support that i had (or rather, that i thought i'd have) is asleep downstairs. i guess i shouldn't be relying on that kind of support anyway. but damn it! i want it! (see - that right there is my attitude this weekend)
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posted by Paige @ 7:21 PM |
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