| 8.12.02 |
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i am going to need lots of coffee today.
what am i doing? how did i get here? is this where i want to be? are these people really my friends? sometimes i feel like i am someone to hang out with because there's nothing else to do. i am here because i affirm people, give them things - time, gifts, service, listening ear, whatever. not to sound all jimmy stewart here, but if i left, would life really be any different? yeah, it would suck because there's no one to serve food on sunday nights, and no one to answer the question, "hey, what's going on tonight?", or to contribute to rent and a clean house. i want to cry, scream, and slink away all at the same time.
i may need something stronger than coffee today. ciggy anyone? |
| posted by Paige @ 8:21 AM |
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